November & December is a crazy month i swear!
I'm so packed with many things!

November
Monday after sch go mf,
Tuesday after sch go mf,
Thursday after sch go mf,
Friday after sch go caroling.

This week of November....
Monday to Thursday same thing.
Friday went to CCAB (i think) to play vball.
Saturday Morning attended this World ADIS Day walk ( from scape park to tangs ) which is damn lame.
Sunday morning go North Vista for Aljunied-Hougang CSC VB Invitational Cup than evening rush to xueling laoshi's house for caroling...

December
Monday same thing,
Tuesday Biathalon than after that go mf(crazy),
Wednesday got Y Camp till 13 December.

ahhh~ i feel so tired!
this year is the busiest year ever man!
i only have one day which is Wednesday to go home early and have dinner at home!

i just hope for a week to rest at home and NOT DO ANYTHING!
one thing i dislike staying at home is.... i always hear my name being called and asking me to do this do that... man~ i really wanna have a holiday! maybe on my own in the room watching dramas! haha~ i just want some quietness.... there is just too much things to do and commit now! way too much!

okay~ i think i need to sleep....
i'm freaking exhausted by the match today~
(Thanks Bihong for asking me if I wanna play, if not I sure no chance to play.
It's my very first time playing outside team! I feel so happy! Thanks again!)
Congrats to V.Element Girls getting 2nd runner-up! (:

Dear Friend,

Having you as a friend was such a great pleasure. We had so much fun together.
But slowly when i get to know you better, i realise that you ain't that nice as you were in the pass. Slowly things getting more and more stuck up, sometimes even when you asked me out I'll reject without thinking twice.

Sometimes you asked me why isn't any friend there for you when you need them?
I think you should ask yourself first before asking us why.
Think of how you treat your friends (I mean attitude).

There are times i felt that you are really overboard, just because they won't fight back and you think you can do anything or say anything you want?
Have you ever think for them? How they feel if you say such words? How hurt those words are?
I doubt you don't because up till now, you always think you were right.

What makes you think that we should listen to you or follow you everywhere?

We have what we like and dislike and you should respect them.
So what if you like this and we dislike that? You can't force us to like the same thing as you right? What if i was the one forcing you to like the things that you don't like? How would YOU feel?
We have the choice of choosing and mixing friends, what makes you think that people we mix with are nonsense? So what if we mix around more with them than you? You should think WHY we mix more with them than you!

How do you feel if we say your friends are weird, they are ugly, they are nonsense?
How would you feel? Look at yourself before commenting others.

Why do you need to bother so much of how people look at you and keep on comparing yourself with us? You are you, we are we. NO ONE IS PERFECT IN THIS WORLD!
So what if you think you are better? SO? Like I've said, NO ONE IS PERFECT!

What makes you think that when you give someone something and there will be something in return?

Isn't it suppose to be, giving something because you wanted too and not cause of wanting something in return? So what if they doesn't buy you a present or they bought something you dislike? At least they celebrate your birthday and bought something for you? I thought 心意 is more important than anything?

What makes you think you could hold on to your friend if you carry on being like this?

You seriously should reflect on yourself.
No point complaining no friends, because you lose them yourself.

i can't understand why all of us are like this!
i'm so so so so freaking annoyed!
i'm very tired of it! VERY SICK OF IT!
a little bit things also will make us agitated!
this shouldn't be the way!
why is my family like this?!
why am i like this?!
i'm trying very hard to clam myself down whenever i feel IRRITATED but things doesn't seems to help!
my dad likes to shout in the phone and hang the phone up when we haven finish talking and if he doesn't get what we mean he will start being irritated and start shouting on the phone.
so is my brother, he a bit also piss off. a bit also shout! DAMN ANNOYING!

I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!
FREAK IT ALL!
DAMN IT! i really wanna shout " #!$@%&(*!(^#&%@E!^*&$#*%R!&*#$WTG&YHGQER!@UY@R#QTGHSJTG&*Q^%W^USQATY*RQ^%W(TAVIR^FRGWDHISGTYQU%WSTFTXYUEQSTGAYUXHIUWGQ^ISTA^RTYEQR*&&%!(T^*&#%(T@G^QRYETGYUHA CCB!!!! ARGH!!!!!! "

i think the whole family should just consult a doctor! damn it!
seriously hate it! annoying shit! ARGH!!!!!






i wanna find a quiet/peaceful place and isolate myself!
so nobody can come irritate,annoy,shout,angry with me!

okay! school starts already.
holidays over!
1st week of school is a killer!
i totally can't get my self clock work properly!
everyday go school is like damn tiring and it made me very easily annoyed! grrr!
but i'm loving my course more and more!
this semester we got Writing business ( FREAKING THICK BOOK ), Fundamentals of Fitness, Coaching and ETP!
timetable really pack like hell! everyday is 8am except tuesday, i start at 1pm and ends at 5.30 EVERYDAY! :(
but Faith says they are going to change our timetable to a better one so i hope it would really be a BETTER one before i go crazy!

many happenings during holidays but i am just too lazy to update abt them.
although i've alot of time during holidays! haas'

I'M SO GONNA PUT BRACES! the fastest by this mth i can put it. if not next mth!
CAN'T WAIT FOR IT MAN!!!!!
I'm dying to lose weight now, and i hope the braces will help!
well most of the people i knew lost weight after putting braces!
so i hope it would help me as well + i'm on a diet now!
I wanna hit 55KG LIKE NOW! lol... there is still long way to go BUT I'LL WORK HARDER AND CONTROL MY DIET!
i'm kinda lazy after losing 4kgs. LOL but i can't be lazy anymore!
if not i'll gain them back again! :(
JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


LOSE WEIGHT LOSE WEIGHT! BE SLIM BE SLIM!
YOU JUST WAIT AND SEE!!!!!!!!!

oh man! i miss these boys!

Tokyo Dome The Secret Code. [Begin]

omg i love to see micky play piano!!! :D

Yesterday went sentosa to picnic with clique.
Jes, Cass, Avis, Racheal, Ros and Phoebe.
sadly Felicia can't join us.
had fun yesterday with them.
Mom help to make Beehoon, Jes bring breads and Racheal made tuna w/ cucumber! :D
the rest brought tibits and drinks! haas'
we buried jes in the sand and made her big boobs, 8 packs and "bird"! LOL!
Ros didn't really enjoy, cuz she dun like the sun. haas'
but thanks babe! u made it there for us! haas'
love you guys! ^^

[pictures will be up soon when i get them.]

meet Nat, Ivan, Yikang and Chirstina for dinner at The Cathey.
and the kimchi soup really suck! its like sweet one lor! zzzz.

today my nose just can't stop sneezing.
i'm having sun burnt and i have to rub my nose!
and making it worst. zzzzz
the skin haven peel but give me rub until peel le!
terrible...

i rather have nose block than running nose man!!! zzzzz...


[ps: I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT TUESDAY! IM²H MEET UP! :D]

fuck it! i type so much and livejournal loss all this things i've written JUST!
fuck it! this suck! i can't remember what the heck i've written already!
DAMN IT! its not the freaking 1 time already! HATE IT!!!! bloody hell! stupid livejournal!

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------look at their evil faces!!!!
[ps: i wanted to put the real cockroach pictures but it was way too gross! i don't want myself to see the cockroach every time i come into my blog! so i decided to use cartoons on instead. if not u'll see me spamming my own blog just to get rid of this post! haha!]

COCKROACH INVADED AGAIN!
when i finish bathing just, i saw the same tiny disgusting cockroach running towards the bath room! totally freak out and i quickly use the water to spray it so that it will flow into the pipe hole! BUT that freaking cockroach was kinda clever! it hide behind the doors, and when i stop spraying it run out! i had no choice but to use "tools" to kill it! it made me stood on top of the toilet bowl like an idiot!
I HIT it and it run so fast! so small....
and i HIT it again and YEAH! bingo i've got it!
i took LOTS or toilet paper and is REALLY A LOT, and pick it up.
when i was about to pick it, the "dead" cockroach RUN AGAIN!
and i thought i hit it well and it was dead! but nv did i expected it to "wake up" again!
this is so freaking annoying!
i quickly took the "tool" and WACK it hard once again!
and it was really DEAD! cuz it was squash! LOL!
and so i pick it up again and quickly flash it down the toilet bowl!
damn fucking gross lor!!!

[ps: its my 1st time KILLING a cockroach using TOOL! i've nv dare to squash it like how i did today! and i've nv pick up a dead cockroach body before, i think they are really gross! i'm afraid i pick it up and the yellow yellow or green green thing will flow out! YUCKS!!!!! i'm brave today! YAY!

I HATE COCKROACH!
especially FLYING ones!
i've been attacked by SIX FLYING COCKROACH! yes its SIX FREAKING FLYING COCKROACH!
u didn't see wrongly! its BLOODY HELL SIX!!!!!
they fly pass me and i was like TOTALLY FREAK OUT!
i was alone downstairs watching tv, playing piano and surfing the net and suddenly one fly pass me! i thought it was only one at 1st, but i was wrong.
One already freaks me out! i hurried take the remote control wanting to switch off the tv when my eyes were looking at that ONE that attacked me 1st, suddenly one fly from the tv straight towards my FACE! and i was like... isn't there only ONE! how come got TWO! and i'm like.
SHIT! got TWO flying ones even worst! than i realise there are still companies of theirs around the living room!!!! so without offing the TV, i run up to my parents room and cried for help! i bang the door like a crazy idiot just to ask my dad out to kill them so i can keep the piano, off the TV and take my laptop to the room.
my dad thought what happen! he faster open the door and ask whats wrong.
i told him! there we SIX FLYING COCKROACHES!
he hurried down, took the newspaper, roll it and wack them!
i was in my room when my dad was actually trying to kill them.
i hear the BIANG BIANG sound damn loud and so i thought they were all dead.
i went out of my room to see and i found one standing on the wall beside my room LOOKING AT ME!
wah piang! i faster went in to my room!
i was so afraid that they will come into my room from the door holes lah!
and than dad told me... he didn't manage to kill any of them cuz they keep flying here and there! DAMN IT!
i covered myself with my blanket cuz i'm afraid the cockroach will sleep with me! haas' like seriously! i very scared of them!

i've got cockroach flying through my bath room window...
the small small one at the corner of the washroom.
it flew in when i was about to bathe!
scare the hell out of me!
i wrap myself with the towel and shout for my grandma!
cuz nobody was at home only grandma and me!
grandma thought what happen why i scream so loud for her!
than she laugh at me cuz she say... ' you so big, cockroach so small! is they scared of u not u scared of them! ' lol!
thats kinda true but i realise cockroach will fly towards human! i don't know why but they just does that!
and from than on, the toilet window is closed until now! lol!
i'm afraid there will be flying cockroach coming in again!
sometimes i scared they will fly in from my window and i'm sleeping RIGHT BESIDE THE WINDOW!
and the window is facing the back of all those shop houses! more cockroach can be found cuz the big green garbage bin is behind and there is a few of those.. sigh!



tomorrow morning people will come catch dead rats that are above the kitchen.
cause people poison them and they run into our house and die there!
and u will nv imagine maggots dropping down from your roof thanks to all those dead rats!
its not very good to stay right behind shop houses! they attract many insects and rats!
and we have to pay money just to get rid of them and build protections so they won't come in again.
that time there was one dead on top and maggots drop down from the lights!
luckily i'm not at home if not i'll be super freaked out!
and they say when they open the roof and put poison, many cockroach drop down and some even try to escape! it will be SO DAMN BLOODY HELL GROSS MAN!
and tomorrow they will be coming to my house to clear it again and this time build the thing so that no rats can come out again!
i don't want to see falling maggots nor cockroaches!
i think i'll have a nightmare! yucks!

wish me luck man people! :(

Edit....
5.16pm 20th Sept

finish watching Baby and Me! (:
aww the baby really very cute man!
and i realise is the baby wendy going gaga all over. HAHA!
pictures of Manson! :D